Monday, January 17, 2011

Venus as a boy

Chapter 1


"Nang mawala ka sa akin ikaw at ako ay nawalan. 
Ako dahil ikaw ang minahal ko ng lubusan; 
ikaw dahil ako ang nagmahal sa 'yo ng lubusan. 
Ngunit sa ating dalawa ay higit na ikaw ang nawalan
dahil pwede kong mahalin ang iba tulad ng pagmamahal ko sa 'yo
ngunit ikaw ay hindi mamahalin tulad ng kung paano kita minahal." 

-salin sa Tagalog mula sa orihinal na Espanol na tula ni Ernesto Cardenal

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Chapter 2

I heaved myself from the dark hell hole that is rejection and failed love. I was tormented, shattered with few more slabs that are missing. I bathed myself with my own blood out from my dripping chest that you pierced with your sharpened words and thoughts. I had no choice. I had to scrub myself with the little less pride that you've left me with. I've faced the dark heavens crying psalms of deep sadness. But heavens weren't kind. Instead of a ray of hope, it unveiled to me a constellation of stars depicting you, cradling another creature in a bliss as dazzling as Aurora. I shed tears no further. I grab a dagger from my pocket. I slashed both my arms and welcomed the blinding pain of loss. Alas, the aching was gone. I was given wings in replacement of my arms. I glanced back at your high spirited image. One last look of longing. One last look of hope. You're happy with your choice. It's time to loosen my hold. I spread my wings determined to reach further and higher. Wherever and whatever direction, I knew nothing. But I'm flying. Yes, I am flying. 

-because I wanted to sleep in a bus ride and the dancing morning sunshine invited me to join her ritual

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Chapter 3


PATAY ANG ISANG LALAKI MATAPOS UMINOM NG SILVER CLEANING SOLUTION SA CALOOCAN CITY. 

AYON SA IMBESTIGASYON, NAKIPAGTALO ANG BIKTIMANG SI ARMANDO FABON SA KANIYANG KA-LIVE IN PARTNER SA HINDI PA NABABATID NA KADAHILANAN. 

MATAPOS ANG PAGTATALO, AGAD NATULOG ANG KINAKASAMA NITO NA KINILALA LAMANG SA PANGALAN NA LIZA AT DI NA NAMALAYAN PA ANG GINAWA NI FABON. 

NANG MAGISING, NAKITA NA LAMANG NI LIZA NA BUMUBULA NA ANG BIBIG NG KINAKASAMA HABANG NASA TABI NITO ANG BASYONG BOTE NG SILVER CLEANING SOLUTION. 

-ulat ni EPT para sa DZIQ 990 Radyo Inquirer 

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"Venus as a boy" by Bjork
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Disclaimer

This entry is created for the amusement of the writer and therefore has nothing to do with any person living or dead or his current status in this so-called life. It is fiction except for the last chapter which is a real and a legitimate news report. 

9 reaction(s):

Desperate Houseboy said...

GaNDA Ng chapter 1 sir. Nakakalakas ng loob magmahal. :)

Kyle said...

uu nga DB, ang ganda ng Chapter 1. :D

KikomaxXx said...

chapter 1... very inspirational.. wahehee

Alter said...

"AYON SA IMBESTIGASYON, NAKIPAGTALO ANG 'BIKTIMANG' SI ARMANDO FABON SA KANIYANG KA-LIVE IN PARTNER..."

biktima nino? ng sarili niya? :p

WV: diess

Nielz said...

Buti hindi mo naisip uminom ng silver cleaner? That's the most stupid thing to do.

Saka ano ka ba naman, wag kang mag emo jan, better prep up yourself para maraming magkagusto sayo at maka move on ka na. :D

You're a nice person, with thoughts like that, you're not hard to fall in love with. Smile! :)

uno said...

hi... i follow and add you already sa blogroll ko...

hope you could follow me also

ıǝɹɯɐı said...

chapter 2 slapped me in the face.

Nimmy said...

palong palo ung chapter one friend! palong palo!

my-so-called-Quest said...

maganda ang 1

maganda rin ang 2

ang 3... hehehe

 

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