Sunday, May 23, 2010

Fil-Jap and Fil-Canadian

this time it isn't about me. this is a story of a friend's recent heartache. i call him -mama.

mama and i were friends for only weeks. actually, we started off a little weird. i responded to his ad from a certain site then na naghahanap siya ng makaka SOP (s*x-on-phone) and he's specifically looking for a brutal top. since i consider myself versatile (and my latest 'bottom' game didn't work out well) i gave in to his invitation with a thought inside my head that this could lead to a real hook-up date.

so to cut the long story short, we ended up as good friends instead of a bosom f*ck buddy.

he would often call me and talk about almost everything which of course most of the times include sex. he even introduces me to a guy via three-way on the phone na pinaliligawan niya saken. but that's another story...

going back, mama had this relationship with a Filipino-Japanese guy named Aki. their relationship lasted for months and he told me they were very much in love with each other then. unfortunately, Aki's father decided to bring him back to Japan for him to continue his study there. being a 21 year old guy dependent to his parents, Aki gave in to his father's decision. and so he and mama decided to call it off.

within the span of time that they were separated, mama and Aki would often exchange mails, but never much of a phone call.

2 weeks ago, mama received a good news. Aki said he's coming back soon here in the Phils and one of the reasons is he cannot bear it anymore not being with mama. and to top it all, Aki wants mama back.

ang saya-saya ni mama while recounting the story to me on the phone. he was very excited. and very much in love...

but then there came Fil-Canadian...

Fil-Canadian is actually Aki's friend. let's call him Hero. Hero is based in Pasig. straight with a girlfriend.

this past weeks, after receiving the good news, mama would often receive calls from Hero asking him things about him and Aki's past relationship. mama didn't mind talking to Hero since three-way sila lagi mag-usap, kasama si Aki. mama and Aki would exchange love talks while Hero's still on the line..

one time, Hero telephoned mama minus Aki. again, Hero would often ask mama of how things went when Aki was still seeing seeing him. mama would politely answer almost everything except for those that are too private. then all of a sudden Hero told mama:
Nak*nt*t ka na ba ni Aki? Pak*nt*t ka pala? Alam mo hindi kayo bagay. Ang tanda mo na, ang bata pa ni Aki. Masyado pa siyang matangkad para sa yo. Hindi kayo bagay.


mama immediately mailed a letter to Aki telling him of his rude encounter with his friend Hero. Aki never addressed the issue...

until two days ago, while having the usual three-way call (mama, Aki and Hero) Hero brutally told mama that he and Aki were actually lovers. at ang rason kung bakit uuwi si Aki ng Pilipinas ay dahil magsasama na sila ni Hero. pinagtitripan lang daw nila si mama like everything was all but a laugh!

during this conversion. Aki never spoke. it was all Hero doing the talking. hindi kagad napatay ni mama yung phone dahil sa shock. he just listened there with everything Hero was telling him. every detail of how they are now in love, their plans etc.

umiiyak si mama sa phone kahapon. awang-awa ako sa kanya. hindi ko rin alam ang sasabihin. he would often console me when i am feeling too bad and yet this time i can do nothing for him...

i am thinking hard about what happened. ganon ba talaga? may mga taong trip lang ang lahat? i must admit am kinda new within the gay dating scene and as i've told in my previous posts, kakadevirginize ko nga lang di ba, hehe.

medyo natakot lang ako for myself. of how people can go with the pure intention of hurting you. of how people can stomach the intentional betrayal and the not so literal f*ck!

am very sad for my mama. i wish i could do more than offering him kind consoling words and my humor. and then naisip ko, marami pang kagaya ni mama. it could've been you. or me next...

7 reaction(s):

Ewan said...

"don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened"

so ayan na lang sabihin mo sa friend mo. i know how it feels na magago ng taong mahal mo.

sabihin mo na hindi nya kawalan si Aki sa kanya.

It's time for him to move on. Don't let this experience ruin his life.

Désolé Boy said...

thanks for the comment!
ok na din si mama ngayon...

Ewan said...

Thanks Boy sa paglink sa site ko!!! parehas lang ata tayo bago sa blog... dagdagan mo pa ng features yung site mo like chat and counter... tapos hanap ka bago layout para bongga daba? jejejje

Mu[g]en said...

There are those who trip and those who believe. Some prefer to straddle in-between. Good luck on your journey kid.

arkin said...

so be careful. there are really really rude people there.

shenanigans said...

ang harsh naman nun...

well, ganyan naman sa gay world eh pag may nakita siya or ikaw na mas hihigit pa sa current lover mo iiwan mo din siya para sa mas mahigit pa.

ganyan ang kalakaran ng mga bakla, ewan ko ba! kaya ako maingat kaya 1 year na din akong single.. hihi!


kaya ikaw! ingat ingat! bago ka pa naman

Master Yam -mr.smasher- said...

di man lang naisip ni aki nasasaktan ung tinatawag mong mama..ang sakit sa part ng tintawg mo na mama kasi sa phone pa niya mismo narinig lahat ng kagaguhan na ginagawa nung dalawang half pinoy na un.HMMMP
kinakailangan ni mama mo ng semantic advce .. :)

 

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